Wednesday, April 19, 2006

M: conditioning

Twenty-seven years of brainwashing to think that skinny is pretty, and pretty is all that matters, and now all of a sudden I'm supposed to be okay with outgrowing all my clothes? HA! I didn't really expect this, but accepting that I'm putting on weight at such a fast rate is really taking a while to get used to. I'm at this point now where I don't really look pregnant, but I've definitely got a beer gut. And I really want to show off the bump, but it's not quite bumpy enough. It's a bit frustrating at times. Especially when I'm trying to get dressed.

Oh well - I'll get over it. Before I know it I'll be huge and wondering what I was complaining about before.

Here's something fun to leave you with on a Wednesday afternoon... My music shuffle just came on with "Bust A Move" by Young MC. Just don't ask why it's on my computer. Or why I can still sing along with all the lyrics.

And a quick internet nazi outrage: they've blocked my statcounter website! Man, you'd think they actually excpect us to do work around here...

1 comment:

Noir Muse said...

Growing a baby has often been a scary thought for reasons you just described. It's nice to read about the changes you are experiencing...very interesting...much like how my thoughts might sound.

Truth: I can't wait to live this one vicariously through you!